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Hi, 2026 ?

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Feels kinda late to say Happy New Year but it’s still January so it counts hahah— btw I’m officially done with school. lowkey scared for SPM results tho, no idea how I’m gonna react that day . hopefully happy la 🫶🏻 seriously bored at home as unemployed person lol. before this I used to be bff with books 24/7, now every time I open one I just remember my SPM answers 😭 anyway, hoping 2026 keeps me happy, calm, and surrounded by good people🤍 2025 — happy memories, sad ones, emotional ones, and obviously funny ones lol. especially school moments like gossiping with friends, staying back, and hanging out at the back of the class. kinda miss it 🥹 kerja kursus era was crazy— staying till 6pm just to finish, almost cried because I messed up from the start but thank God my teacher helped fix it. thank you, cikgu 🫶 So much happened but at least I survived without falling into the love life drama. Crushes are normal lah HAHAHAH. honestly had no time for that anyway— SPM life was way too bus...
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HAPPY NEW YEAR

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2024— At the start of the year, I found myself in dark place and mentally drained to the point where I felt completely numb. I go through all life days alone, losing not only things but also people I loved ;) The hardest part ? I didn't had time to said that I loved him. I keep it just for myself and never told anybody about that. I regretted it. If I could turned back time, I want to tell him that I loved him so much even we were not even closer. But I realize that whatever I regret its never bring me back to the time that I want.  But I also crossed paths with new friends and start to accept the fate that Allah plans for me. And thats how, I learn how to survive, to adapt, and to grow. This year also gave me one of the most meaningful Ramadans I've ever experienced, for which I deeply grateful 🤍 2024 felt like slipping through pages of book too quickly. I could barely process one chapter before moving to the next. It was a year that passed in a blur, leaving me in the strang...
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Hai untuk sekian lama

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Hai ! Rasanya macam dah lama sangat tinggal blogger haha. Ingat lagi dulu waktu awal-awal ada blogger, kalau boleh setiap hari nak update dekat sini walhal cakap tentang hidup sendiri je haha. Tak ada yang menarik pun tapi cukup membahagiakan untuk time tu la. Sekarang bila buka balik blogger rasa awkward. Rasa macam dah tua pula nak start buat blogger balik huhu. Tapi tempat ini lah yang dijadikan diari pada suatu ketika dulu. Bestnya hidup time tu. Tulis blog setiap hari. Sekarang nak tulis notes dekat phone pun tak ada masa.  Bila ada waktu senggang pun still busy. Bila fikir balik actually tak ada lah busy sangat cuma tak pandai nak bahagikan masa. Hrm, hidup yang sekarang makin stress dengan macam-macam benda nak kena fikir. But its okay, trust Allah's plan .  Itu jelah luahan untuk blog pertama selepas bertahun-tahun tak aktif hahaha. Mungkin ini permulaan untuk aktif balik blog, mana tahu kan ? 🤷🏻‍♀️ 
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